Every great dream begins with a dreamer. Always remember, you have within you the strength, the patience, and the passion to reach for the stars to change the world.

Sunday, January 6, 2013

Let's get shit straight

OK. So I usually get this a lot but it really annoys me when the people who 
I truly care and love says this to me.

"Your Rich"
"You can buy whatever you want"
"You dont care about the price"

ok. I aint rich. My parents might be but I aint!
I make my money.
I work my ass off for it. I know I cant rely on my parents for everything so 
I work like 50hr/wk to make the money that I have.

OH and the money I make, it usually is spent for things that people around me need
not what I want or I need.
I like doing things for people. I like making people happy.
At times it may be a bad thing but you know what when I see a smile on a 
persons face Im happy and thats all that matters to me.

I spend probably 1/4 of my money on me. The rest is spent on things my household needs
or I do things for people. 
Especially when Im a nanny, I do things for kids. I buy them ice cream, balloons, toys, etc.
If you've never bought stuff like that then you dont know how much I'm doing.
I usually use the money that the parents give me on the toys I get for these kids.

SO! Dont come up to me and say Im rich cuz I aint!
I may look rich but Im just classy;p jk lol.

But really it hurts to hear "your rich" like I would understand if I really was
but dude there are plenty of rich ass people other than me but you dont 
go up to em and say "your rich".

Think before you say shit cuz it really does hurt people.


Thank you.
<3


Saturday, July 21, 2012

Es Nail★

LAでここ最近できた日本のEs Nailによく行くんだ!
暇だからそこでやってきたネイルのDesignとかアップするね:)

Stars & Skulls & Leopard prints:)

Smiley, Ribbons, Teddy Bear, Love sign, Zebra prints, Leopard prints, & Polka dots:)
(Left hand)

Same as above just different colors!
(Right hand)

Gold, Cross, Rings, Jewels, and my boyfriends initial♡

Gold, Cross, Jewels, and my initial♡

Turquoise, Pink, Purple, and Orange Marble color with pink & gold sparkles!


LAに住んでるなら絶対この店行った方がいいよ!
アメリカのネイル屋よりはちょっと高いけどqualityはいいからね:)


.xoxo.


at the moment

Having feelings that Im not wanted makes me feel more depressed than ever.
I know how it feels to be not wanted because I've had a time in my life where I wasn't wanted by almost everyone because of a lie that someone said.

And whats worst is that I feel like a stranger to the most closest people that I love and care about.
Its a few days before my 22nd birthday and cant stop to think of all this negative stuff.
Wish that there was some sort of sign and make me feel a little better.

.xoxo.